A Little Too Much

Everybody hurts just a little too much
Everybody hurts but it's never enough
It's wonderful to fall
Let's love and risk it all
I'd rather love just a little too much 

Okay so tonight I saw a movie and in it the character is in love with this guy but she thinks that a guy like him who is so good looking and smart and funny could never like a girl like her! This is something that I can totally relate to! When I fall for guys I usually get the impression that he is probably way out of my league and that a guy like him couldn't possibly like me! That I would never be his type! This is something that I have been feeling quite a bit lately. The guy that I am interested in, isn't the typical kind of guy that I find myself falling for and I am not sure that I see myself as being his type. However, in the movie the guy was totally in love with the girl the whole time too. So, guys...when we look at you and get super scared because you seem to be the airbrushed image of perfect, you need to give us a hint if you are interested in us! This would be really helpful, just so you know! However, it also brought out the premise that sometimes you have to take a risk in order to find that happiness and truly live your life, this is something that I am going to try a little more! As much as I view myself as an open book where my feelings are concerned, I am also rather reserved with them because I am scared of putting myself out there and getting hurt! I am a work in progress!

Okay...my list! I am happy to announce that I have completed one of the 21 things on that list! I wore each of my nails a different color for an entire week and it was fun and eccentric! 

In progress...

1. Reading or rereading the books that I own by Meg Cabot! I have completed the first book, which is Abandon and it was my first time reading it! Very good but interesting! Next will be three books that may seem out of a order a bit alphabetically but it will be the Airhead trilogy!!

3. Also, watched the first four episodes of Avatar: The Last Airbender series, very fun despite how tired we all were!

9. The questions are in progress of being asked...I get up a little nerve every once in a while

14. Currently in the process of listening to album number 1...Hollywood Undead-American Tragedy

16. I visited the temple yesterday and it was fantastic! (I am going to actually try for once a week but the goal is as long as I make it once a month!)

So, I am making good progress! I still fear that maybe I put a few things on there that will be unaccomplishable but I am going to do what I can to make this a success and have a great time doing so! :)